urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037 ...and make a futile dash towards the promising glow of sanity... Limit 2004-06-15T04:46:43Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:91108 2003-08-11T01:58:36Z 2004-06-15T04:46:43Z <font face="courier new"><br /><br /><b><font size="3">I'm shutting my LJ down... and unfriending EVERYBODY from my friends list.</b><br /><br /><font size="1">Thank you. It was fun while it lasted... but I'm afraid I have to bid farewell. For my final entry... I give this LJ a slow, rolling close. Sayonara... Limit.<br /><br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_limitsandbeyond' lj:user='limitsandbeyond' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://limitsandbeyond.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://limitsandbeyond.livejournal.com/'><b>limitsandbeyond</b></a></span></font></font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:90694 2003-08-08T01:38:10Z 2003-08-11T01:58:26Z <font face="courier new">I'm hanging out once more at the com lab in Faura... So cold here...<br /><br />Haay... Does anyone know when Itchyworms will release their new album? I love their song "Buwan"...<br /><br /><br /><font size="1"><b>[Edit]</b><br />17 individuals... can't even unite as one. Somebody should host a party and fast.</font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:90559 2003-08-07T04:42:24Z 2003-08-07T04:46:26Z whispers in the Faura Hall com lab... <font face="courier new" size="1"><i>gloomy... depressed. Lately, I've also been irritated at the most trivial things... I don't know... My life feels like it has nothing else to offer but more grief and depression. I always fail to see the splendor in this paradise I call "my life"...</i></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:90088 2003-08-04T15:20:15Z 2003-08-04T15:49:34Z moonstar88 - Untamed (Hover the mouse for translation...)<br /><br /><a title="Vince: Sir! Look at this! This is correct, isn&#39;t it?"><b>Vince:</b> Sir! Tingnan niyo naman 'to o. Tama naman 'to di ba?</a><br />(Our prof and I check his paper. Sure enough, Vince's answer was correct. <br />It coincides with the teacher's... and fortunately, mine too.)<br /><a title="Mr. Quimpo: Oh, no. You only scribbled that in after the test. You&#39;re intense, huh? That&#39;s academic dishonsty!"><b>Math18 professor Mr. Quimpo:</b> Ah hinde. Ngayon mo lang sinulat yan 'eh. Grabe ka ha? Academic dishonesty yan ah.</a><br /><a title="Vince: But sir! I don&#39;t have a black ballpen! Check my bag if you want."><b>Vince</b> (still giving all due respect...)<b>:</b> Pero sir, wala akong black ballpen! Tingnan niyo pa yung bag ko.</a><br />(I motion him to just give it up and walk away...)<br /><b>Limit:</b> We lose!<br /><br />This... is Basic Math18.<br /><br /><br /><b>[Edit]</b><br />Living a world of lies would probably be one of the last things I'd wish to do in my life... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:89583 2003-08-03T16:36:41Z 2003-08-03T16:36:41Z Rage Against the Machine - Bulls on Parade <font face="courier new" size="2"><i>God knows how I'll make it through this 4-year hell and insanity that I am knee-deep in...</i></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:89109 2003-08-02T05:56:44Z 2003-08-02T05:56:44Z Greyhoundz - Versus <b>Happy 16th(?) birthday, Crselda!</b><br />(I wonder what Vince got for her...)<br /><br />Oo nga ano... Good luck rin sa mga mag-U-UPCAT ngayong linggo! :)<br /><br /><br />Huff. I was deprived of <b>16 points</b> in an LT yesterday for getting <b>the correct answer</b>. Punyeta. And what's more mind-blowing is why the teacher keeps on wondering why more than half of the class failed... Optimism? I don't think I'll ever use it again. I don't want to argue with the teacher neither because, from experience, I always lose on arguements ith anyone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:88847 2003-07-30T07:38:01Z 2003-07-30T07:38:01Z <a href="http://aegis.ateneo.net/cs21a/gomez/grades/cs21a.htm">032323</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:88785 2003-07-30T06:18:02Z 2003-07-30T06:23:43Z <font face="courier new"><a title="I&#39;m so fucking confused... Stupid paranoia. Sometimes, I just wish that someone would come to me and relieve my grief. Sana... may makakasagot sa lahat ng tanong ko...">Indecision...</a><br /><a title="Dammit... At this rate, I can never match my dad who is a skillful computer programmer and a Math whiz... or my mom who is so outgoing and socially worryfree...">Frustration...</a><br /><a title="I&#39;ve been quite distant from everybody lately... My friends&#39; company is making me more and more uncomfortable as time passes. The problem with that is... schizophrenia will kick in the second you are among no one... Shit.">Rejection...</a><br /><a title="My hobbies, interests are decreasing... and to top that off, the hobbies that I regularly do? Nearly forgotten and discontinued...">Boredom...</a><br /><a title="My grades are plunging... I can only hope for the best this mid-term...">Neglect...</a><br /><a title="This shitty pop-up entry. I need a fucking life...">Loss of creativity.</a><br /><br /><br /></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:88319 2003-07-28T16:07:28Z 2003-07-28T16:07:28Z Meron bang kayong extra LJ code..? I need it for a friend...<br /><br />Damn it! My PC's being rampaged by viruses(?). Stupid CompSAt! Gave me a fucking complimentary diskette with a virus lurking in it. Mag-a-alok na nga lang para maraming sumali sa org nila, hindi pa nila sisiguraduhin?<br /><br /><a title="Haay. I miss walking under the enigmatic aura of glittering stars. Hmm... Times like those, I wished that there would be a brownout to dim the street lights completely...">Pop-up entry... Testing only.</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:87952 2003-07-28T15:56:08Z 2003-07-28T16:01:05Z It's been a long time since I've felt an assortment of intense emotions like now... Swirling within me like honey in warm milk... Makes me feel alive...<br /><br />Amidst everything I'm feeling, one emotion stands out from the distorted, indistinguishable muddle...<br /><br /><i>"Haay. Happiness..."</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:87740 2003-07-27T11:31:43Z 2003-07-27T11:31:43Z After I gained some victories from battling with Niño's loser deck by using my own, my fascination for the craze was finally realized.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:87422 2003-07-25T00:17:23Z 2003-07-25T00:27:09Z I'm currently here in the computer lab. Marge and I have been fruitlessly attempting to make our n inputs into this:<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><font face="courier new" size="4">*<br />***<br />*****<br />*******<br />n<br /></p></font><br />(where n is the height of the triangle)<br />We were unable to make this appear on our computer screens for the past hour or so. I suck at "for" loops. Mathematical equations na lang sana... Suko na kami. Heheh...<br /><br />(Wah? Pwede pala 'yon?)<br /><p align="right"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:86829 2003-07-24T15:23:03Z 2003-07-24T15:44:25Z Mario - Super Mario Brothers (remix) My PC's fixed again... It must be because of one of the countless kicks I've given it...<br /><br /><br />Sidestepping, only 2 hours worth of classes are scheduled tomorrow. Ohohohohoh. I love Fridays... if it only starts early. Say, 08:00. <font face="courier new" size="1">I won't be late... I won't be late... I won't be late... I won't be late... I won't be late... I won't be late...</font><br /><br />"Study gimik" on Sunday. ...<i>Mia invited 4th year high school survivors (Limit, Vince) to a "study gimik" this Sunday. I'll aid/tutor my friends in their preparations for the nearing UPCAT and ACET. I decided to attend... This is for you girls... Hopefully, I will stil be able to reminisce on the items, topics and coverage of the UPCAT. I'm afraid I have forgotten majority of the subjects covered... but I'll try to help out whenever, wherever I can. I wishfully, will be able to boost the girls' Math percentile to mine. <br /><br />98 Mathematics percentile!!! Mwahahahahaha! ...so why was I shoved into Basic Math18 again?</i><br /><br />Ghh. Vince's not coming with us... again, like in EK. -_-(···) Oh hell. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:86505 2003-07-23T16:16:10Z 2003-07-23T16:19:44Z The Calling - Stigmatized(been a while since I heard this..) My devil of a brother had been screwing his hard disk in and off my PC. Because of this, my PC is now screwed up.<br /><br />It hangs while running one of the most primitive programming languages in the world... It takes around a minute to load an F-22 flight sim created in 1996... It creates weird error messages... <b>It can run Counter-Strike 1.4 and Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne but it can't fucking run my Java program properly...</b><br /><br />1 Gigahertz my ass...<br /><br /><br />*my bro takes a bite out of my newly-cooked Spam*<br /><b>Limit:</b> No!!! My fruits of labor!<br />Hah! La lang. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:86042 2003-07-21T10:41:40Z 2003-07-21T11:23:29Z Kamikazee - Girl Friend, Sugar Free - Hintay <b>Clarissa, JP (Camiguing) and I hang out in SEC-A... silent and unconscious of each other's presence.<br /><a title="Limit: What do you do when you miss a certain someone?">Limit:</b> ... ... ... ...anong gagawin niyo kapag nakaka-miss kayo ng tao?</a><br /><a title="JP: Nothing."><b>JP:</b> Wala.</a><br /><a title="Clarissa: ...nothing."><b>Clarissa:</b> ...wala.</a><br /><a title="Limit: Nothing? Nothing...?"><b>Limit:</b> Wala? Wala...?</a><br /><b>*We become silent once more as I continue to gaze at the clouds in deep thought...*</b><br /><br /><br />Sidestepping, I just realized something incredible these past few days: <b>I love programming</b>. I recently made a "Guess the Number" game and a "Math Flash Cards" game where you have to add, subtract, multiply or divide two random integers. PROUD! I typed each code without any aid from my father, a programming guru, and I also completed it within a short time.<br /><br />Hh... That's all.<br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a>Friday night:&lt;/b&gt; (I was late for class yet again...) Went to "Badong: A tribute to a National Artist" in grade school so that I will be rewarded a free cut for my Lit class this Friday. Pitched in on household chores. Programmed the Flash Cards game.<br /><br /><b>Saturday Morn:</b> NSTP (outreach) from 07:00 to 15:00. Household chores from 18:00 to 21:00. More programming.<br /><br /><b>Sunday:</b> Slept till 12:00. Household chores. Had haircut. Programmed FlashCardsPlus where the integers are now sometimes negative and sometimes two-digit. Slept.<br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:85552 2003-07-20T14:41:46Z 2003-07-20T14:41:46Z 105.1 Crossover "<i>Both our maids left yesterday. There was nobody home when I arrived today... so I blared music from my stereos. Hehe! &gt;:)<br /><br />"When I say 'fuck’, you say 'you'! Fuck!!!"<br />"YOU!!!"<br />"Fuck!!!"<br />"YOU!!!"<br /><br />Heheh... Hopefully, that'll teach the neighbors some sensitivity to the F word...</i>"<br /><br />"<i>Our two maids left, due to easily avoided miscommunication. Their responsibilities had been inherited to us... and had been stacked above our regular homeworks or team projects. Our workload was multiplied... and as of now, after being awake for nearly 17 hours, losing energy at an unexpected rate, I feel like my muscles are about to give its last heave.</i>"<br /><br /><br /><br />Christ. Pagkatapos pa talaga ng NSTP... Oh well. <br /><br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br />Speaking of NSTP...<br /><br />"<i>Block N bonded a little, thanks to the lengthy and unnecessary breaks that the teachers of Bagong Silangan bestowed on us. We had a few laughs and shared jokes, riddles, whatnot. For a brief glittering moment, [N] finally shattered all their barriers and welcomed their blockmates' company. Even though our bonding session lasted momentarily, N, for once was a single united block. *sigh* I wish Mutya and Clarissa were there.<br /><br />“On the other hand, I myself made some progress in bonding with some of my blockmates. Peter, Jason and I shared stories about our high school dissection experiments to our frustrations in life. We shared our psat experiences could fortunately relate to each other, despite of the different worlds that the 3 of us came from."<br /><br />Weeks ago, I received a rock-bottom grade of 35/100 in my Math18 LT. My 2nd was no better... 29/100. I grieved over my catastrophic failures... even crying a tear because of them. All of my worries evaporated after I learned that the LTs were both nullified!!! Yes... The scores of those LTs are now meaningless... for a price. (I) was yanked out of Math18 regular course and thrown into the humiliating depths pf Basic Math18... along with majority of N! Yey! At least marami akong kasama.... Wala lang.</i> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:85438 2003-07-15T08:13:14Z 2003-07-15T08:15:20Z the cs21a teacher, lecturing in front... <a name="cutid1"></a><font face="courier new" size="1">I horridly failed the second MATH18 LT and THE FIL11 LT but<font size="5"><b> <br />I PERFECTED THE CS21A Quiz!!!</b><br /><font size="1">Hah. Two LTs are nothing compared to a petty quiz and yet...<br /><font size="5"><b>I feel so happy! I hope I ace the next one.</b></font></font></font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:84561 2003-07-11T04:23:27Z 2003-07-11T04:23:27Z If it wasn't for the noisy bulldozer turtling across our house, I would have been at school MUCH later... I squinted my sleepy eyes at my wall clock trying to assure and reassure my self that it's already 09:35 (5 minutes late for my first class). When I finally arrived at school and sat down for my ENG11 class, the bell rang. Wonderful. So much for having English today...<br /><br />Huff... Next time, I'll just join my brothers in their 07:00 trip to school. God knows what I'll do till 09:30, but at least I won't be late... ...I think. <br /><br />Anyways, <b>HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SATAN</b> (my brother, Dom)<b>!!!</b> July 10th 2003, Dom turned 16. He and Rico got a 640x480 reso digital camera (Rico's birthday is on the 14th). Lucky them. (Haay... Wala na namang masulat na kapanapanabik...) The bell just rang... I'm outta here before I'm late again... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:84032 2003-07-09T04:02:36Z 2003-07-09T04:15:24Z <a name="cutid1"></a><br />(Bored at school... Heheh...)<br /><br />I was still awake when the brownout at around 01:30 two days ago... busy checking email until everything went black. The first thought that came to my mind was to grope for the small green flashlight (similar to what JP gave me before) because "the old tooth fairy" might come. Heheh.<br /><br />Placing my ear near my brother's door, I realized that he was still awake. I invited him to look for the emergency light downstairs which I placed on the 2nd floor hallway after I found it. I lit my mood lamp and a candle to illuminate my room. Minutes later, the glass where the candle resided, shattered because of the heat. I grabbed my mug, filled it with water and paced towards the broken glass to douse the flames. I splashed some water... tapos lumaki lalo yung apoy. Haha... Parang firebreather effect. (I forgot that I clean my mug with alcohol instead of soap. May natira pa siguro...) I just slept only to be jolted awake by the lights and fan minutes later...<br /><br />The next brownout came yesterday at around 17:30. Natulog na lang ako nung 18:00... and woke up just in time to go to school today. 12 hours of sleep... Pathetic...<br /><br />(Hmmh... Still bored...)<br /><br />... ...want to try and headshot a guy with a cap? ·_·"<br /><font face="courier new"><br /><marquee scrollamount="25"><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/enzomniac037/friends">=e-</a></marquee><br /><marquee scrollamount="25">-+-</marquee><br /><marquee scrollamount="25">/'\</marquee><br /></font><br />Haha...<br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:83101 2003-07-07T16:46:43Z 2003-07-07T16:46:43Z Nothing's going to keep me down. Not CS21a. Not Math18. Not problems. Not even <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/enzomniac037/" title="Yes you, Limit...">you</a>... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:82837 2003-07-05T16:42:03Z 2003-07-05T16:42:03Z (Err... it <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/enzomniac037">the new cursor</a> working...?)<br /><br />Nothing feels more relieving than making your simple Java program work after hours of debugging it... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:82411 2003-07-02T16:54:13Z 2003-07-02T16:54:13Z Kittie - Brackish ...the possibility of me failing the Math18 LT just increased. Nabali ko pa yung bolpen ko dahil sa pagmumuhi sa sarili...<br /><br /><b>Marge</b> (looking at me in surprise)<b>:</b> O? ...ang buhay nga naman...<br /><b>Limit:</b> Heheh... Nakakainis eh...<br /><br />...I reflected on myself in a chapel... It's been a while... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:81952 2003-07-02T03:40:59Z 2003-07-02T03:40:59Z keyboards going "tak-tak-tak" and mice clicking... (Hehe... Entries made at Ateneo are becoming more common nowadays...)<br /><br />I had tennis this morning. Played against a classmate... just passing the ball to each other. Astig. Medyo mababa nga lang akong pumalo. Sa tabi kami ng court kaya hindi ko alam kung tatama yung bola sa net... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:81758 2003-07-01T16:45:30Z 2003-07-01T16:52:11Z Third Eye Blind - Deep Inside of You The "Faura Hall cat" slept on my lap this afternoon... Haha...<br /><br /><b>JP:</b> Tara. Akyat na tayo (sa pangalawang palapag).<br /><b>Limit:</b> Wag muna. Magigising eh.<br /><br />I'm always a sucker for cats... ·_·"<br /><br /><br />Wahahaha! I am able to make forehands and backhands already! What I lacked was the flick of the wrist... Now if I can only make myself more mobile...<br /><br /><br />Math18 Long test today. Putsa, parang high school... <br /><b>BAGSAK!!!</b><br />... ...yata. <br />... ...huwag naman sana. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:enzomniac037:81555 2003-06-29T17:16:47Z 2003-06-29T17:21:45Z Gran Turismo - Moon Over the Castle (I can't even believe that I'm counting...)<br /><br />Tennis tomorrow (When playing against the perimeter wall of a neighbor's house, NEVER overestimate your opponent's height... The neighbor's dog slobbered on one of the tennis balls... and fuck, I forgot to mark which one.). Math18 Long Test1 on Tuesday.<br /><br />I actually started on a paper that was not due on the next day. That's something I should be proud of... <br /><br />Well, wala lang talaga akong masulat. It's just one of those bland, school weekends, I guess.